Woke up empty
Feeling only that I should feel something
am I broken?
Or still breaking?
Or is this nothing, what normal feels like?
Did I lose my emotions in the maze of sleep?
Or have I been feeling so much for so long that my nerves are fried and just want a break?
The one thing I can’t do, is the one thing I want to, and its just like deja vu, but different.
Maybe that feeling takes me straight back to beginning and only this thinking is what’s keeping me going, but going where?
Into your arms or simply delusion?
These words that I speak in the hopes that they’re heard but fearing these words because words have consequences and I can’t stomach the thought of losing what is almost but never was.
These words that I speak get me to the heart where I’ve been hiding behind hoping, so much easier to say good morning than say…
I’m hurting are you hurting too?
Month: April 2016
Lament of rebirth
All that bleeds
All that bends
In the shadows blend
For last regrets
And times last bet
A heroes welcome lain
Welcome to
The score of souls
That I have bought and paid
Bend down my ear, you fallen shades
And whisper secrets, old
The world spins
The wheel burns
And chains that bind cast free
We in this debt
All past, regret
We forge a newer way
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Birdsong cacophony
Soft cold seeping into bones
Dawn spills down the valley
Sitting in the shadow
Hearing about nesting material
About where seed was
And a truly epic amount of insults
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Emergence
Pinpoint of light on the horizon
Joined one after another
The sky a bowl of stars
Distant and simple
Just a prick of radiance
Hold in your heart
These are planets and galaxies
Radiant discs of black holes
Pulsars slamming hard radiation
A tangible time travel
This light, these stars show us the deep past
We marvel at the beautiful night
So much more beautiful the closer we get
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The dweller within
This abyss yawns
drawing close
the edge
staring into the unfathomable dark
a peace sweeps over
as a mad scream
echos from the depths
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Distant touch
faint stirring wind
skitters across skin
the cold soothing in the afternoon heat,
first gust then a storm unfolds
rushing to the east
running, flying to you,
this sending of wind that kissed me,
now caresses you,
across the distance,
in the soft hush,
feel my touch
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How I begin
every sigh, groan, yip, shudder is my prize
fingers inside you, exploring the velvet wet,
my muscular tongue spelling out pleasures, bucking,
contracting around the fingers of my dancing hand,
just the start,
one orgasm merely tells where your nerves best crave,
know every inch of you before the night is done
every vanilla variety
for then the pleasure can really begin.
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Ritual of Winter and Summer
The blade spins round
silver flash
crimson drips like rain
hand dips into cool waters
sudden flung into night air
droplets suspend like stars
each reflect back your beauty
my goddess
you press lips
and lick my blood from blade
our joining shifts the stars
all that was and is shivers
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Serrated blade
Take your vicious knives
open up my body
cut and slice
pack in salt
watch me writhe in agony
drink my blood
leave me weak
flay my flesh
leave me to bake in the desert sun
still alive
ants cut up and consume my body
At least with the pain, I know I’m still alive
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On hold
Words left unsaid waiting for the call, waiting till the moment, waiting for resolution, waiting for beginning, waiting for velvet touch, waiting for sweet smoke, waiting,
…
Waiting,
……..
waiting
Pelgris 