Random string of sounds

This is a stream of consciousness song. And while I mention just friends, I don’t mean friendzoned even though I know many people’s minds go there; it’s more that I have all of these people whom I love, who maybe love me. And still, I feel alone. It’s like without the romantic connection, I can’t take that leap without first having this place to belong in romantic love.  I don’t know why that is. and so, I’m always looking