April is Poetry Month

Otherwise known as my annual foray into hell to have a foot race with Orpheus. You know, just to see the look on his face.

But seriously, Poetry Month is when I write an enormous amount of poetry. Last year it was 3 poems a day plus I was posting my audio novel Split Sky.

This year I’m trying to write a novel in the Split Sky universe, plus the episodic Valentine’s Day, along with normal posts. And I’m working on a tabletop role-playing campaign set in the Split Sky universe. (my players don’t know that, they think it is a normal published version of another world.)

I’m busy is what I’m saying. So what am I doing for Poetry month you ask?

Why, writing FOUR poems per day, of course. Because I’m a masochist and a poet first. Plus I find this exercise is beneficial. It had helped me to observe and see inspiration in anything. From turns of phrase to visual quirks to the way a name is said. All of it becomes my muse.

And its perfect timing really. I’m not in a romantic relationship with anyone right now. Or rather I love many people, but I’m not with any of them because the universe sucks. So, instead of being happy, I can pull from the deepest wells of heartbreak and sadness as well as joy.

Sob, weep for me.
But seriously, Poetry Month. This will be fun. Or horrible. Probably both, if I’m being honest.

Closets aren’t only for sexuality

If you are in pain
If you are hurting
You have within you the ability to make a choice
To break free and stand apart
To choose those who support your dreams
Who see your desires as beautiful
It is the hardest thing in the world to choose to be open, to choose to be free
This is the choice that defines our character
There are all kinds of secrets
Of things we hide from others, from ourselves
Assess the situation and decide, for your sanity, for your happiness, for your safety
Decide to step free from social constraints
Decide to be free

Powers and principalities

If I could sooth every ache
stop every tear
turn sadness to joy
show fear as hope
heal the pain of heartbreak
I would

You are the light in my world
In your cocoon of my heart
I would see you become all that you desire

Broken brain

I’m a creature of hope masquerading as a cynic
A creature of joy masquerading as depression
With you, I am whole
With you, I am weak
Break the world with me
Dance with me
There is only the darkness and you and hope

Stripped

Sand whips
Flays flesh
Scouring out impurities
Reducing, piece by piece
Until only the wind
And the passing of my screams
Remain

The long road- (new song)

I’m busy falling in love
You’re busy walking away
Its this painful silence
At the end of a pain full day

I’m busy falling in love
But you’re busy walking away
My lips are the fire
But I cannot kiss you to stay

My heart is lost and rotten
And always I’m forgotten
Some days you hold me closer
And always I’m the loser

You were my four leaf clover
Thought it was my lucky day
Now we are long dead, over
And I’m always walking away
Now I always walk away
You taught me to walk away

I’m busy falling in love
You’re busy walking away
Its this painful silence
At the end of a pain full day

I’m busy falling in love
But you’re busy walking away
My lips are the fire
But I cannot kiss you to stay

Tiger by the tail

Like a cat luxuriating in the sun
Rolling and purring
Kneeding and needing
Desire only grows
One word and I’m yours forever
A palpable, heavy connection
You are worth every second