Mind and heart burn
With desire unrealized
A broken past
Shreds as needles
This empty without
Echoing halls of self
Filled only with ghosts
It falls apart
These dreams I cannot
Mend
Month: July 2017
What is necessary
Bones brittle break
Last chance for change
Stolen kisses
Bought with blood
Pleasures price
Paid by knife
Taking is taught
Consequences are bought
And a fell darkness
Wakes the dreamer
Physical bodies are overrated
A few days ago I hurt my back. Bruised a rib right at the connection to my spine. It hurts at about a 5 but when I lay down to sleep that goes to a 9. I have to find a way to to sleep sitting up. And this means I sleep uneasy and cannot dream walk. Much as I may wish otherwise.
The millstone turns
I feel myself fading
Breaking
Losing myself across time
A flag left waving
In a wind blowing me east
Standing on this blood soaked ground
Looking into the chasm
Ready to fall
Haunting one’s own corpse
I look to you as succor to my pain
For who am I but yours
Though discarded on distant shores
Made weird and glimmer
Sounds filter through memory
Like the distant slow ringing of bells
But to you is where my thoughts turn
Fools to seek what was lost
A drowning and drunk dream
Waking
Knowing only the cracks as it comes
Crashing down
……….
They say that a creature of silence is the most beautiful.
Or is it, merely, that their silence shows a reflection that is pleasing.
That the speaker sees the silence as reflection
But silence is a deep well.
And those that are silent may instead be drowning in their own words.
And so are silent.
Or in obverse
drink your words like ambrosia
bereft of their own to speak truths
Instead your truths become theirs.
Or creep like a shadow following prey.
In silence, simply wait.
Silence consumes.
Self, speaker, or prey.
Silence
that darkling draw
like a fire
Burning away the mists.
Continental drift
Wake in me this desire
A step out of bounds
A step beyond reason
Rein in
Say no
Or choose
And reel in
Either way I’ll comply
Boundaries tried and tested
It’s no small feat
To know what lines not to cross
Sometimes we never know until it’s a
Step
Too far
Song of the Day
Hands down, One of my favorite songs
Song of The Day
Softly murmurs whisper
If I am to be shadow, let me also be light
Foundling amongst gravestones
Sorter and sorted
A lost voice wandering
A world not meant for sages
Decried madness
Torrent truth
Wreaks havoc without regard
Bring me to your mouth in hunger
I will sate you
As a thousand souls before have supped
Kindle light in the burning darkness
Know me for the home unsought
Nevertheless
Found
