Broken brain

I’m a creature of hope masquerading as a cynic
A creature of joy masquerading as depression
With you, I am whole
With you, I am weak
Break the world with me
Dance with me
There is only the darkness and you and hope

Stripped

Sand whips
Flays flesh
Scouring out impurities
Reducing, piece by piece
Until only the wind
And the passing of my screams
Remain

The long road- (new song)

I’m busy falling in love
You’re busy walking away
Its this painful silence
At the end of a pain full day

I’m busy falling in love
But you’re busy walking away
My lips are the fire
But I cannot kiss you to stay

My heart is lost and rotten
And always I’m forgotten
Some days you hold me closer
And always I’m the loser

You were my four leaf clover
Thought it was my lucky day
Now we are long dead, over
And I’m always walking away
Now I always walk away
You taught me to walk away

I’m busy falling in love
You’re busy walking away
Its this painful silence
At the end of a pain full day

I’m busy falling in love
But you’re busy walking away
My lips are the fire
But I cannot kiss you to stay

Tiger by the tail

Like a cat luxuriating in the sun
Rolling and purring
Kneeding and needing
Desire only grows
One word and I’m yours forever
A palpable, heavy connection
You are worth every second

Hesitated speach

A slip of
The loss swells to
Beating heart
Drowning breathe
Your hand
Your heat
Soft rise and fall
Angelic
Home
Curve
Need
Mine

Taunt of Morpheus – miss

Bare metal against skin
Sharp indentation as chain bites into hands
The soft cold feel, silk across eyes
The feel of fingers, moving in slow circles
The flat of a blade, following the same path
Hand settling in, the feel of thumb against throat
The pressure, hinting but never quite cutting off breathe
A line of fire, the wet meets cold air
The slow press of him
His weight pinning
Slowly entering the place of rightful worship
Blaze of heat throbbing inside
Teeth scraping and biting
Grinding in, marking her as owned

This lingering taste of her
Slides away as he slips free from sleeps shackles

Flirting with danger

Your eyes smoulder
Twinkling like glass in a fire
Dare I touch what will slash me open
What will burn and torment me
I find my desire is unabated
Meet me in the emergency room.

Synapse snap

Light shimmers to the beating of my heart
Falling so hard, falling so fast that the crash is like surfacing instead of stopping

Take harsh deep breathes
Feel every receptor, every nerve
Cold and on fire at the same time
Bathe in Quiescence
The semblance of normal

The flirtation that sparks the flame
Only this feeling, being connected, being needed, being loved
Only this feeling gets me moving, my blood pumping
Just to sit around and compose my words to the great expanse

This journey through a sky made full by storm
A heart made full by beating
The shimmers of blood pulsing through eyes

Haunting Silence

There is a truth to be had in silence
In her silence, in mine
It’s easier to be silent
To let time slip by in the hope that it will solve things
One way or another
But time is a funny thing
It doesn’t yield solutions
It only brings opportunity and choices
I’ll always choose you
And so, I am not silent
And I say that I choose you
And I wait, with trepidation, for you to end silence
Fearing that you won’t
Fearing that you will

And like that…

Your words caress my skin and set my mind to flame
I would take that flame and set the world to blaze
But your fires burn on the horizon
And I am unsure of where I stand