Month: July 2016

Goddess of My heart

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I know there is something going on. I know there are things you’ve held back. Personal, possibly important things. I know it’s easier to just walk away. I know. I implore you. Take the harder road. Tell me the personal things, tell me the fears. Tell me what makes you feel like walking is the best choice. I can’t fix what I don’t know about. I can’t reassure you if I don’t know what is wrong. Talk to me. I’m here. My heart and mind are here for you. I’ve been through things, seen and experienced things. Let me be here for you. Let me help or just be here for you. Please, talk to me.

Maybe it was a error or mistake or something else. But please talk to me. My email is pelgris@gmail.com. Please contact me

Hints

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Was blocked on Twitter. But no words were said.  I’m terrible at taking hints.  I’m hoping your mad or its a mistake. Or something even less likely.  Please talk to me. Tell me what is going on. 

Hope

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Hope there is a reason.  Hope I’ll find out.  Hope it’s a mistake. Hope it’s anything but what my brain says it is. Hope to hear from her. I’m burning alive, breaking apart; shattering reforming and shattering again and again, minute by minute and gods help me I’m listening to Bella Morte.

Blackout

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My one link to her severed. I’m eviscerated, empty, destroyed. Hoping it is some kind of mistake, some kind of error. Clinging to that hope, but fearing, fearing it’s not.

Maybe I’m too much, too intense, too romantic, too everything. I don’t know. I never know, until I’ve gone too far. Said one thing too much.

Missing you

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I’m not sure how I do this but I’m missing you.  
Somehow, I’m missing your kiss.
Missing your touch.
Missing the feel of your hand in mine.
Missing your voice and your thoughts.
Missing you, though we’ve never touched
But somehow
I’m missing, yearning,
needing with a sense of longing
a sense of being homesick.
You are my home, my heart, my love

Waking up

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Waking up
I find myself thinking of you
the thought of you stretching as you wake
the simple pleasure of seeing your consciousness flood into you
beautiful
welcoming you to the day
welcome my love
welcome my heart
welcome
welcome