This world is a broken place
slipshod
cracks showing through
the mummers farce of civilization
Light pearing through holes
as through a barricade
thrown up against anarchy
a thing of furniture and scrap wood
nailed together with the dismissed dreams
of the overeducated youth
vanishing opportunities in the persuit
where your best shot at freedom
is to work in the cubical farms of the new aristocracy
segregated by income brackets
and the one or two who break past those barriers
into rarefied heights
held as a example that it’s possible
meanwhile sweeping aside
the bodies who attempted the same
and fell broken
it’s not the systems fault
it’s ours
we created and fed the system
we grind ourselves in its gears
and call it progress or life
promises to tear it down
end when you become a part of it
and self interest kicks in
we need martyrs not leaders
we need people willing to sacrifice themselves
and their betterment
for the people around them
but instead we grind them to paste
gristle for the share cropper
tilling their cubicle
under the crushing debt
imposed by the society of more
Poems
Gilded cage
Enslaved to the job
Money the only medium
Incarceration
Building character
buoyancy
float up to the rafters
smoke rings circling
chasing each other like the ghosts of butterflies
tired cursing drifts in this space
empty of us
it feels our lack
having never known our touch
this room settles
for other occupants
yearning for a family
one built into its planks and nails
one it never knew
just these poor substitutes
happy couples living happy lives
all candyfloss and no butterscotch
Strength bleeds backwards
There was a time before blood and bind
Before dance and bone
Where reverie wakes
And sky’s do groan
So lonesome
in the endless expanse
Made merry
Give chase
But burn back blades
Fire whips it’s frenzy
All control lost and only
In its absence noted
Shout surrender
Heart pounding
Straining for one last beat
one last hush of blood
Fear permeates
The quiet unsaid
Leaving potential lies
To churn out stomach lining
Waiting for the pustulmelous fragility to burst
Lost in thoughts that won’t cease
And the hardship that comes
Knowing your thoughts
Knowing that you are past bearing
That some words should never be uttered
And the only shelter
Is the arms of silence
Spent casing memories
Spent casing memories
Softly raining down to the wet earth
A thousand rounds per minute
Trying to overwhelm
Hard fought equilibrium
Easier to push them aside until I can’t move, waste deep in wasted ammunition
These rounds fall faster
Burying me neck deep
The smell of gunpowder and lingering cosmoline
Drowning in this bullet hell
Thoughts flying
Keeping me from you
Simplicity itself
It’s simple
I love you
It’s simple
You’re beautiful
It’s simple
We fit
It’s simple
Except its not simple
It never is
But complicated is better
It’s more real
Simple is a dream
The thing we say that
we want before we know
what we want
It’s difficult and messy and perfect for its imperfections.
I don’t want a fairytale
I want what comes after the curtain fall What comes after happily ever after
I want all that you are
I’m not delusional, I’m just a romantic
Finding home
sleep
eyes closed heavy
pulled down from consciousness
Arms encircle
holding against the night
scents mingle
ease down
tensions release
blood and bone
safe
The scent of you
And the promise of another night
Together
Meme meme
Superficial memes
No substitute for passion
Though Rainbow cat, Yay!
Dipping below the faultline
Wash hands in broken glass
This smoke curls
Burns away blood
Consonant spill but
The waves never make it
To ears
Frantic replies
Ignored missives
Friends when needed
But just this smoke
And blood
Else times
Treatment like a cloudy needle
To make you feel…better
Used and discarded
Scattered in the shattered glass
You use to cut yourself
To remind
This is living
Reading tea leaves
The mercurial kiss of stone
Carves me down
Tracing petals
Fall, rushing
Sigils drawn in my bones
Our lips meet, soft and welcome
Missing your fingertips every day
Phantom dreams
Of what we’ve yet to share
Tracing patterns in heather
No touch the last
