uncertain fuels the breakdown
butchered goals at the whims of others
chances risked pay out gold
that fades with the dawn
pulled back
skin no longer inured
heart no longer fatalistic
no longer adapted to the caustic environment
Instead
burn
as if the time never was
lost in the false storms
at the mercy
of the merciless
Author: Pelgris
three by three
where words go quiet beneath the dying sky
bound by tears and memories that lie
one dove to the heavens
one to the hells
no amount of searching can find
what was lost
lilt tongue
speak clash amidst bleak tomorrow
shades caul
Last time to borrow
Not worth the paper
inks run dry
taking paths furrowed deep
etched lines
dull ache gives way to blurred visions
not enough for anyone
to love
Split Sky 3.1
Nightmares are also dreams part 9
I slap the belt down. The clap of leather to flesh and the soft reverberation through the room of Sara biting back a scream, wipes away the solace of sex in the morning.
I lay the belt on the side table where Sara can see it. The tiny pinprick barbs glisten with blood. Fresh juice for beginning.
I walk over to the play linen closet and pick out the white leather bed cover.
“Sara,” I say, “Get up and replace the sheets with the leather cover. For every drop of blood on our sheets, you will get a punishment.”
Sara looks like she wants to argue. Probably because there is already blood from earlier. But that just illustrates the point of this demonstration. She wants to be subjugated but wants it all her way too. She knows that’s not going to work.
Still, she says, “Yes, Sir.” And starts changing the sheets.
I pull out the blindfold, leg and wrist shackles from the play drawer. And stand back to watch the drama as she tries not to get blood on the sheets and fails.
This is hard for me. To sit back and watch her nude and carrying out orders. She flashes me each time she bends, entirety unintentional. And each time I fight to stop myself from pushing her down and taking her.
The feel of her splayed beneath me. Fighting for breathe, taking her, seeing her fight, then gasping for air.
But, not yet. For now, she is spread out, putting the last corner in place.
When I’m sure it’s solid, I grab her ankle and pull her scrambling to the foot of the bed.
“Shackle each leg. Then hook the shackle to its post.”
The first goes on easy but the second is harder and she strains to get her leg to the post hook.
After straining and stretching, throwing her leg to the post, and spread painfully wide, she looks up at me.
Triumphant.
Face blank, I bring my hand up and give her a little golf clap.
“Congratulations, little Slut. You can spread your legs.”
Her face indignant, I lean over and slap her cheek.
“I’m going to make you wish you never said yes to me, you little whore.”
I grab her wrist and drag her so that she’s pulled taught to the edge of the bed. Then shackle her wrist and chain each to their posts.
She’s spread eagle and spots of blood dot the leather. Her green eyes look up at me, filled with need.
I pull out the peeled ginger root I’d been concealing.
Her eyes go wide and she whimpers, “Please, no…”
I feel myself tighten at her fear and lean over her, “What will you do for me if I don’t”
“Anything, anything, ” she pleads.
“Anything…,”I ask.
“Yes, yes, please… please… anything.”
“Well…,” I say, “If it’s anything, then what I want is your pain.”
She bites her lip and nods, clearly thinking she’s getting some other kind of pain.
But no.
I lean down and feel the sloppy wet of her pussy. I push the ginger root in. It’s shape pressing against her lips. The bulb root end is pierced with a brace so that I can’t slip inside all the way.
“There. All good. Happy that you could please me?,” I ask.
The sharp gasps of “Yes, sir.” As the burning begins.
“Good, my little Slut. Now, you don’t need to see what’s happening anymore, tied up like you are.”
I strap the blindfold on. Consigning her to sound and pain. For now.
I need to check on Tara.
Apology
Apparently I misnamed A Nightmares are also Dreams post: Here is the link for those following the story:
https://pelgris.com/2018/08/27/nightmares-are-also-dreams-part-8-tara/
Wakes the beast
Sounding like someone crazed
Who wants every inch and moment with you
Love running perpendicular to madness
Causal lines stretching back and forth
Feeling insane with need of you
Your touch and smile soothing the waking beast within
Never further from the surface
In his den
He waits
Impatiently clawing the walls
Yowling battle cries to your pains
Purring out possession
Pin you down
Harsh growl
“Mine”
Hurts don’t care about love
Soul bleeds out through gashes shredded open
Ragged wounds rended open by fingernails
Release this weighted pain
Stomach burns
Lead weights
Crying out
See!
Invisible to you
Heartbeat breaks
That stutter step
And hope
Bleeding out
Floating free
Split Sky Chapter 2.3
What comes with knowing
Hush
Faint breathe stirs the reeds
Dance pained revelry
Somber
Placed careful step
Faint
Leaves clatter against each other
Heat sears flesh
Woke to heel slashing earth
Arms raised in supplication
Words drift to too blue sky
A hum barely heard
Clatter of bones thrust in almost flight
Catching air before crash to earth
Clothes plastered to flesh
Pushed into place
Exultation to the darkening sky
Storm clouds bully their way through the heat
Stealing the sun’s tormented pleasure
Dancers join
Quickened by succor
Lightning flashes
Half second rumble proclaims
I HAVE COME
Storm sings a lament
Tears slash open across the face of the world
Stomp, step
Seared ground
Dust splashes upwards
Displaced
Turning slowly to mud
What was called is risen
And a woken storm
Sings counterpoint
Rumble, flash
Deep throat undulations
And still they dance
Soft pressure molds the valley
I won’t touch you
Won’t sit in a dark room
Watching actors
We
Hold each other
Won’t feel your head on my shoulder
Won’t feel the pounding music bleed away
Straining for your words
Fingers trace across your skin
Kisses to lips
Forehead
Cradle your hand in mine
Kiss your palm
The uninhibited laugh at some phrase that buoys me up for days
All this
Lack
Builds
Heartbeat of need
Wells up
Breaks surface
I wear it naked in my gaze
That lingers too long on the pale sweep of your neck
