Month: December 2018
There are shadows in the world and I am one of them
Only in the places between do I feel comfortable
Not quite city
Not quite wilderness
Not yet night
Not yet dawn
Stuck in a moment of transition
Changing
Re forming
Again and again
Putting the pieces back together in new configurations
Hoping each time
To find myself
In that easy camaraderie
That fierce ease
That kiss of proclamation
Not just that you are mine but that I am yours
Dash and damn consequences or barriers
To choose
To step fully into light or darkness
But here I am
On the periphery
Not by my choice
But
Perhaps
By my hand
Split Sky 16.1
What was is lost, what will be is unknown
We were all unbroken once
All dancing our way through lives without fear
Maybe I’ll break enough to be powder
And I’ll know what it is to be again unbroken
Different pieces suffused into a whole
Strong again
No longer sifting bloody hands through broken glass
Trying to get enough pieces to put back together
But whole
As this new thing
No longer trying to get back to a was
Seeing what is
And accepting a way forward
As this
My new self
Cold truths burn hottest
You step along my tongue
Dance along my spine
You sing songs
Caress my throat, fingers light
You envelope me
Then puff away
Passage marked in the linger
For I am a road
Not a home
Each step forward reopens a half healed wound
Each peel of laughter
A desolation
A sounding of the gulf
between what was and is
That yawning pit beneath my feat
Blades withdrawn
Blood slow seeping
Coagulating
A dance
forgotten
Lips
Speaking
What was will never be
Split Sky 15.3
Spikes grow through the heart, fed long on sorrow
Bundles of lies playing games with shadows
Words shorn of bloom
Scattered petals line the graves
The quiet cold muffles the crunch of snow
Soft earth
Heated and loose
Muffled thumps
Ice crystals burst
Enclosed darkness
“I’ll see you soon.”
Prophetic last words
Not soon enough
