I hate that everything present me wants is predicated on the plans past me was able execute and stick with.
That what I’m working towards could crest the horizon but because I started fixing my situation late, or stopped fixing it due to circumstances, or sort of half way did it while in other areas continued to work towards the goal without surcease, because of that, I might not be one hundred percent ready
And doesn’t that just kick my anxiety into high gear?
What can be done?
Stop half assing it. Start what I can. Hope that it’s enough. Best I can do.