Where my heads at

I don’t want to wallow in misery propped up by others feeling horrible. I want to wallow in joy, exhultant in love. I want to dance with Em, sing with K, hold A, kiss everyone. I want joy and laughter. I’m so tired of things not working out. Of things being so complicated, of distance and acting responsibly, deliberately. It gets old, gets tiresome. Sometimes, I just want to scream my want. Not that doing so does any good but fuck, sometimes, something has to give

13 thoughts on “Where my heads at

  1. I hear you man. It seems like catching just one break wouldn’t be so much to ask, but… somehow that never seems to pan out.

    I always tell myself it’s all in the attitude, and try to adjust my expectations for better manifestation… and I think I do kinda ok at it, but other times I’m totally failing.

    Life is really busy for me right now with lots of things going on at home and with family, and it won’t get better until after the first of the year, but I’m with you in spirit. hugs.

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