About 2 months ago I made a realization that a burden I was carrying from the death Of my Morgan, was not mine to carry. That realization has set me free. The endless cycle of depression has been broken. I still feel sad sometimes but that’s normal. I did everything I could for Morgan. Her death is not my fault. So I am complete. Whole for the first time in years. Able to be the person I was back then, but more. Having learned introspection, learned compassion and many other things. I stand ready at the dawn of a new day.