Stop

I found myself Internet Stalking an ex this morning.  I have no idea why we broke up.  We hadn’t been seeing each other that long.  Then one morning I get a text like lightning from the sky that she’s breaking it off.  Ok…, no reason. Says something to the effect that she still wants to talk about books with me and that she was sorry she hurt me? Except, she hadn’t done anything TO hurt me. I responded, in my typical fashion, that I wasn’t hurt but if I was then it wasn’t her responsibility. My emotions are my responsibility. I did want to talk about why we were breaking apart, and said as much but that was the last I heard from her.  I think about her every once in a while.  We were doing OK, not a house on fire.  But there was potential there.  It’s just puzzling to me.