Pelgris

4am has become my 2am
Awake because I fell asleep exhausted
Phone falling out of my hand exhausted
Trying to make up for lost hours
Perpetuate the cycle
Talking too much and just want to sit silent
My words spread out
But I just want a hand to hold
I’ve done all this talking
Reams of words
Circling
Around and around
Poor substitute for your body against mine
Your breathe on my neck
But I’m so tired of casual
Bored with it all
Just want someone to love me
Before the last hammer falls