Something happening

Did you ever get the feeling that you made a mistake? That you said something or did something that you did not see the consequence for? That it felt like the other shoe had dropped and you didn’t know why? I’m getting that feeling now. I wish I knew what had happened, wish I knew what I’d said, or done. Or what someone said that I have done or said. It’s the OR I find more likely. I can’t think of anything I’ve said or done that warrants what seems to be coming. Maybe I didn’t do something, that seems pretty likely. I’m notoriously bad at reading signals.

2 thoughts on “Something happening

  1. I’ve felt that way. Getting all worked up over what might be or what could be is hard to stop ourselves from doing, but in reality when we do that we’re just torturing ourselves, and often over what turns out to be nothing. If someone is indeed upset with you they’ll let you know eventually one way or another whether you worry or not, and if they aren’t upset with you then you’re worrying for nothing! 😌

    Incidentally, it might be worth examining why there would be a lack of communication on their part, or what it is about your relationship that would cause you to believe they wouldn’t just be open with you.

    In any case… I hope everything resolves itself without further upset. 😚

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    • It’s not upset. And I don’t think it’s anything specific, it’s this ponderous feeling of something coming. It might not be about me at all, just how my Intuition is interpreting it, but that doesn’t feel right. I often find that how people let me know they are upset with me is to take it to 11 without the intervening steps. I get why, I can be intimidating. Exacting. Harsh even, but only because I think they can be better. People think they can’t talk to me, they think that I will be harsh in all areas. I see this pattern repeat itself and despite what I do, I’ll say 1 thing and it begins to snowball. Nobody wants the opinion of a honest man.

      Anyway, it’s just a feeling that something is coming. Maybe it’ll be good. Maybe I’m completely off, that’s the problem with feelings

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