I never counted myself a jealous man until I found relationships where my place was uncertain. I think some of the jealousy stems from wanting and not having. I know if we’re physically intimate that when you are with anyone else you are going to have flashes, memories of me. I am that confident in my abilities as a lover and a Top.
The other factor is that I am expecting at some point to hear what I would say. Something along the lines of, “I’m here, I won’t abandon you.” I have real issues with being left. Because of Morgan dying. I know she would have stayed if she could but we’re talking emotional states here. It comes off as weakness, as not being confident. Its not, but it is an issue I’m aware of.