Predictable patterns are the hardest to break

Lost my ability to be chill
Amidst the desire for more
Explanations collide with reasons
Hoping to sound reasonable
But feel like I’ve lost the thread
Wandering through the maze of my hubris
Correct
Over correct
Think
Rethink
Circle down into sweet spirals
Until you walk
Shaking your head
What did you ever see
In the hungry eyed wolf
Blunt caps
Trying to wag tail
Trying not to pounce
Waiving false flags
This is where
I become too much
And cringe back
Waiting for the blow to come