Pelgris

Working from home and staying inside fucked with my head. I thought yesterday was Thursday all day. Which resulted in me not posting.

Everything is stressful and those things which used to be recreational are now mandatory. I’m isolated and it’s killing me. Emotionally and mentally. Not physically. I spend most of my time working or sleeping. I’m only eating 2 times a day if that and not even snacking.

The stress I thought I had handled ratcheted up last week when my employer fired not furloughed people like it promised. Now I and everyone are just waiting for the blade to drop.

There nothing I can do that I’m not already doing and being helpless is not my strong suit.