Looking for a straight line
On a road made of zags
Waiting for the sound of you
I’m trying as fast as I can
Walking up the down escalator

thrice I have Fallen and Thrice risen
Death no longer opens his door to me
for I have returned from beyond his threshold
I’ve seem too much of the worlds spinning and the vast machinery
to anymore be fooled
by the simple sweet release
that mortal death appears to promise.

Kiss me though
These thorns expose flesh
Tearing us open
But its worth the pain
Impaled on hooks
All of this time waiting
Better is relative
just a step away
flawlessly flawed
Ask me and I will be there

My heart is filled
by the people
I love
but cannot hold.

These promising starts
fracture as hitting a wall
Beginnings are hard

Oh’ cage my heart
It thump thump thumping
Against its cage of ribs
Looking to get out and be seen

But when heart shattered
it was able to slip past those bonds
And took up sentinel on my sleeve
It wept and screamed there

But it healed
Each piece its own
Each peace together
Each piece beating
Thump, thump, thump

Now I give away pieces of my heart
They scatter to the winds acting as scouts
Sometimes they come back broken
Eventually becoming more wanderer

Seeking