Most of the time, I’m fine. Just relationship limbo and various choices I’ve made led me down less than stable paths. Also, I can’t seem to figure out where I stand with the person I’m with and we exist in this weird half state and I hate that. I need to know where I stand. And I’m trying to help a friend and I feel helpless and what I would offer to do would not be constructive. It’s just this whirlwind of chaos that I’ve allowed to happen because chaos is better than quiet. And I don’t know where I’m going or how to get there. Or if I even should be going there.
I wouldn’t say we can all see it. Doomed is a rather strong word.
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I don’t know. Maybe people haven’t been paying attention.
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I pay attention to your words.
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I feel doomed. Like every action I am taking, while seeming correct is leading me to a inevitable conclusion.
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I’m sorry you feel that way. I can relate.
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Most of the time, I’m fine. Just relationship limbo and various choices I’ve made led me down less than stable paths. Also, I can’t seem to figure out where I stand with the person I’m with and we exist in this weird half state and I hate that. I need to know where I stand. And I’m trying to help a friend and I feel helpless and what I would offer to do would not be constructive. It’s just this whirlwind of chaos that I’ve allowed to happen because chaos is better than quiet. And I don’t know where I’m going or how to get there. Or if I even should be going there.
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Ah, I understand. I really do.
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