My limbs burn as if on fire, tears flowing, trying to quench the flames, shredded, broken, and still want to hold you in my arms, a word, anything is better than the jagged silence, silence that begs for dissolution, the pain is all consuming, I had forgotten what this felt like, I had hoped to never feel this again

Sounds tormented, horrid and abusive …. perhaps not a place you really need to be? I’m not claiming to know the truth of your words, or the story, but they don’t sound like a place that is safe and loving and worthy of the human heart.
And I’m very sorry that you are feeling them …..
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It is love being ripped apart. It should not be pleasant. If it were the middle or the beginning of the relationship, I would agree but it seems this is the end. Thank you for your kind words.
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