Is there anything more daunting than the blank page? When your heart and thoughts are awhirl. When your mind is making connections and your heart is making wishes. When your subconscious is screaming for attention and your head is pounding. When your eyes burn from not sleeping and your heart begins to sink. It all becomes too much, and you just want a minutes peace. To sink into the arms of a friend, a lover, and forget. To feel safe. So easy, seductively easy, treacherously easy…

Ughh goddd yess
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But it’s treachery and treachery is betrayal, and don’t betray is my primary rule. I don’t break my rules, ever.
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Ahh very truee but i was never one to follow rules fully..bad me. Perhaps one day ill be more inclined to do so.
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It’s not inclination, it’s a choice. Me off the leash is a monster, glorious and terrible. I have rules so that I can function without destroying those around me. But the only thing holding me is my will and the knowledge of what I am capable of without them.
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Yep i get that, and my choice making isnt at the greatest right now. Thats actually a good way to look at it…sucks that you need rules but i guess we all do,(this def includes me) especially when destructive.
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