I don’t have anything to say today, Not really. Just a rehash of lonely. Maybe the problem is I’m waiting for them to choose me as I choose them. It’s the same song, the same verse, the same lines. All stretching out before me in infinite lines. How do I make a decision if I’m not sure it’s the right one? There is no right decision most of the time. No perfect choice, no perfect path. Life just is, there’s no secret. Make the decision that makes you happy. I choose who I spend time with. I choose carefully and I choose well, I think. And if I’m more lonely, more bereft of hope afterwards, then that’s on me. Some pains are worth enduring. Some flames are worth the burns.
