His warm, softness entered me. Filling me, pushing heat radiating through and out into the night. Each thrust pulling a startled cry. I clung to him, legs wrapped around his muscled thighs.
I float lost, each stroke touching me deep and, like a live wire, grounding me. I feel it building, deep in my chest, a scream to drown out the world. His soft firm lips find mine, tongue sliding over tongue matching the pulse of him. His fingers, working a magic I can barely sense right at the ragged edge.
It rushes across me sudden, the power bowing me back, pulling me from his embrace. The cold night wind mixing with the sharp spiked pleasure. More, more don’t let it stop. I don’t know if I spoke aloud but he started pounding into me, like those first gentle minutes were someone else. Hard, one, two, pause, three, pause, his cock deep inside, pause. He repeats, he varies.
I’m soon lost to the artistry of it. Waves of red pleasure take me. His warmth spills into me wet and knowing. My eyes open looking deep into his blue eyes burning with the knowledge that I am his. My heart leaps up. I pull him back down. My mouth devouring him. He pulls back. Eyes holding me, Michael pulls out a silk handkerchief, he pushes into, cleaning me up as his warm cum spills across the hood of his Mercedes.
Month: January 2015
Preliminary 2
This is a three stage process that can be further nested. It should be noted that subgroups from this process will most likely not achieve mainstream acceptance on the same time schedule as the primary.
Though in some cases, the aura of respectability that the larger movement is accruing can lend itself to a subgroup and, in fact, accelerate the subgroups acceptance ahead of that of its primary; This is often because the subgroup would have been accepted more quickly by the mainstream culture but for its lack of cohesiveness that the primary allowed.
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Sleep deprivation
The most powerful lies are the ones we tell ourselves. The ones that shield us. That say we are unique, so unique that others must comply to our standards. Must accept our choices instead of compromise and consensus.
These lies are seducers, they whisper to us through our flaws, our vulnerabilities. Who doesn’t want to be desired for their uniqueness? But this is false, the moment we allow our Ego to speak as if it were truth we are lost.
If you perceive a flaw or issue in your personality, then you are beholden to exam it. To soften it’s edges and if you find that it impacts your emotional well being, then you must work on it. If you feel you can’t or feel you’re fine then see a therapist, tell them everything. See if where you are is acceptable to you.
It’s a hard thing to know yourself. Harder still to keep reexamining when you perceive yourself to be OK.
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Morning thought
It is said that the one thing you cannot give up to get your hearts desire is, in fact, your heart. I note that my hearts desire is love. In whatever form or forms that may take. And to truly have love, one must, perforce, give all of one’s heart. Or such is my understanding. So to be in a position to have your hearts desire, by giving up your heart. Fills me with both a hollow dread that I may make such a choice and a perverse black glee at such a situation.
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Cubicle 5
“No,” he growled, pushing me onto the hood of his car, “now.”
He leaned in, lips brushing against my neck. His hand reaching down, my pulse quickens, as his tongue hovers over my carotid. The sound of a zipper fills the swiftly falling night. Heat and dexterity giving, his mouth, his tongue tasting me. The cool air brushing my thighs. My pants having come off in the moments rise and fall. A long, slow deep sound fills the air as Michaels strong rough hand reaches inside me filling me. I whimper against his curls. His knuckles kneading me. “Now, now, now”
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Preliminary
Defining language is useful to a subgroup in the beginning stages. It allows them to self define as other without the ambiguity of an explanation. It further allows those outside the subgroup to show support or lobby on behalf of the subgroup to those at a further remove. So it is a useful tool. However, like most truly useful tools, it is dangerous. There is a tendency to use the self definition to elevate to a point of superiority. Either over those outside the subgroup or, if the subgroup is sufficiently large, as it splinters and those groups adopt defining language of its own.
Pelgris 