72 thoughts on “Test Site

  1. Will you tell me something about yourself you haven’t told me before? Some past moment or past action?

    I used to dance at Raves. I remember dancing with my glasses off so that the light show would seem especially amazing and so that I could feel more alone. Wrapped in sound and the movement of my body.

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    • It’s magic…No love you are not good at signing off. I laughed and smiled at that. And laughing with you! Are you feeling better?
      No you’re not signing off !๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
      Oh this is fun!!!!โค You made my day. Rarely can anyone make me laugh! I get your meaning! Poor baby. Take care of yourself.
      You know you were signing off??? ๐Ÿ˜‚
      Perfect.

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      • I tried to sign off 4 times, I believe. I am feeling less sick but I have this cough and throat issues. It’s getting better, but slowly.

        I’m happy you laughed! It must have sounded like a bit where I sign off then keep going.

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      • I’ve had cats all my life. They are murderous little monsters. That’s kinda what I like about them. Plus they are insane. We had dogs when I was younger but had really bad luck with all of them. Distemper, ran away often(found hit by car by me), distemper, kidnapped out of the backyard. So we had cats.

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      • I think being allergic lends itself to not liking them. I mean, if there was an animal I could not spend any time around, I’d probably dislike them too, and you wouldn’t have any opportunity to get beyond that due to the allergy.

        You like dogs though?

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          • He thinks he’s a chicken?! That has to be funny.

            A full blooded wolf or a crossbreed? I’m so sorry you lost her. ๐Ÿ˜ข

            If I may be corny: I’m sure that you will be all the cat I need or want.

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            • She was not a hybrid. My dad found her when she was a baby. Her mother was dead. It was our hunting camp so he brought her to me and we understood each other perfectly.Yes poor Jethro follows the chickens and sleeps with them. I got him at 6 weeks and my chicks were 8 weeks so they grew together.

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  2. Is it odd to you that I saw that you liked my passing thoughts of a sir and then when I saw that you had unliked it my heart hurt. I don’t know if that is showing you too much into my head but it feels right to say.

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  3. News!! I am months ahead of schedule on healing! Today my surgeon gave me a prescription for glasses!! Of course the left eye will change over the year. But he told me I had 16 stitches in my eye and in October we will start taking them out one at a time over months. I am so happy and relieved that I’m not rejecting the transplant! Things are coming along better than I expected! It changes so much for me!

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  4. I grow my own herbs too! I use them for the salves and medicines I make as well as the soap I make. I also have a night herb garden. Growing things I probably shouldn’t!
    I can’t go outside today because the lawn guys are here. I was so hoping I could get back to running.

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    • All have medicinal properties in tiny amounts and useful in spelling too.

      I need to get back to the gym. This illness has sidelined me. I’ll try to record something later so that you can hear how different my voice is.

      Hip hop dance? Like learning the style or as workout?

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  5. Addendum to Poet shakes a finger
    I love you, you are beautiful, you fill me with a sense of peace and joy, and I enjoy your triumphs and am sad in your sorrows. When I read your words itโ€™s with a lopsided smile, I canโ€™t help but grin.
    If Iโ€™m going to wag a finger, it has to point at myself as well.
    A good friend of mine just dumped her boyfriend and I listened to what happened and why and more and it seemed to all come down to people not saying what they feel. So this poem.
    โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Šโค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  6. My birthday is the 11th. I will be 39. I’ve never ascribed much import to birthdays, at least not to my birthday. Other people’s sure, but not my own. Not since I was a kid anyway. I wish I could kiss you. Not just on my birthday, any day. Everyday.

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    • I’m so sorry, that sounds like what I had last week. My voice and throat are still recovering. I hope it’s not that.
      Maybe this is gross, but make sure to spit out the phlegm. That generally cuts recovery time

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  7. When I close my eyes I feel your hands on my face, I nuzzle the palm of your right hand, inhaling the scent of your skin,, I feel your eyes drinking me in, I feel you sitting against me, the heat of us mingling through our clothes, we are locked in a passionate embrace, kiss and watching each other, fascinated that we are together, it feels completely real. Maybe
    I’m going crazy.

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  8. I’m holding you in my heart. Maybe this is too much, but anytime you want me there tell me and I’ll come. (probably too much, but I want you to know that I am here for you)

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  9. I have both eyes now. I had to go back to the bandage and cup for a few days, still awfully fuzzy but hope this makes sense. I have to keep it on all the time now. So forgive me if I spell wrong or click the wrong thing. I pretty much gave myself a black eye. Luckily no sutures were harmed but I had a bit of swelling. It was scary and I just hid under the covers for a while.

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  10. I miss you everyday. I may not post something here. May not hound you, because I respect your wishes. But everyday, I think, I wish Patricia were here. Or I’d like to show Patricia this. You are my person.

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  11. The hope is that being in my life makes your life better in some way. Checking in is just a way of saying I’m here and I care about you. I want you to do all the things you want to do. I just want checking in and being with me something you want to do too.

    It’s not a instead of, it’s an
    and this also

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    • I’m back. I misunderstood a post I think. I had some stuff to work through. My nightmares were worse. So I went inside myself for a bit. I have had 2 nights of good rest. Maybe I have a handle on this now.
      Usually when I feel overwhelmed I get snippy so I just shut up until it passes.
      It was nice knowing I have a touchstone.
      ๐Ÿ˜Š

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          • You know I never would have said ok to you being without me if I had been thinking clearly. I was depressed. I’m not now. And seeing it clearly, I can only see it as another time you pushed me away. I wished that I had said Thank you for telling me how you feel. I really appreciate it. But I’m not going anywhere. You can push me away all you need to but at the end of the day I’m still yours. You’re still mine.

            I fucked up. Because I was hurting and I allowed myself to believe it.

            I’m sorry for that.
            I do love you. That’s never going to go away. I wish I could get you to believe that.

            You’ll say your eye. But we live really close. I could hop on a plane and be at your door. But I don’t know where you live. Not exactly.
            I wish you would talk to me. Poetry month is a bad time. I’m sorry if I made you feel less than my whole world.

            I do wish you’d talk to me.

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  12. I don’t know if you are still checking this site or not.
    I felt the overwhelming urge to tell you that I love you. So here I am, telling you that I love you. :/

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  13. It’s been 10 days. So I thought I’d share a fear with you. I’m overweight. I weight 340 or 375 depending on the scale. I’ve lost over a 100 pounds and can’t seem to lose anymore. I’ve done subsistence dieting; going down to 1000calories per day, did it for a month, that’s a 30000 caloric deficit, There should have been at least a 8 lb loss of weight in addition to water weight. I lost 3.
    I’ve taken back to eating normally and exercising. I have endurance and weight training and am fit. Just fat too.

    So that’s a lot of information, I hope you end up reading it. Because I even though it embarrasses me, it means that you read it.

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